Lately,

I'm not who I used to be. I've been terribly angry at the world, or at just everyone. I always thought it was the one person I see the most that was always making me angry, but it was only me. It's always been me and I've been bitter and mean and I hate the way I am now. But, I finally realized why I've been the way I've been. I went through my old room tonight and everything on my wall is artwork from the only boy I've ever been myself around. He was pretty much the only thing in my life that has ever mattered. I haven't talked to him in over a year. So, I either need to get him back in my life, or let him go completely and get over it. The decision is easy, I just don't know how to let him know.